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Wednesday, January 30, 2008 ♥

innocence;


emmmmm.
i happened to see this person's post,
& right now i'm feeling very, very guilty.
i mean, it should have happened to both of us,
since both were involved.
but i just happened to be the luckier one.
but it doesn't make me feel any better.
i know you won't say it,
or maybe you won't even think this way,
but i can't stop feeling like i should be responsible for it.?
somehow.
if you're reading this,
& you happen to know who you are,
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i hope you pick up soon.
i'm so sorry.


davis terence damien andrea tharsh,
keeps playing the one missed call ringtone which idk where they got from,
IN CLASS.
i swear i jump every single time i hear it i tell you.
esp the clock tickling part la.
& guess what?
they sent it to MY phone when i wasn't ard,
set it as MY ringtone,
& called ME when i went back to class.
i, got, a, shock, of, my, life=.=
idiots right-.-
tskkkkk!
& now they like to play the hunting game,
they play it & while me & rach freak out
they'l turn it off.
obviously we're damn paranoid so we still keep hearing it,
but it's only ringing in our heads.
& that's where they'l start scaring us.
WHATEVER LAAAAAA-.-
hurr!

i'm staying in cj.?
yesterday's pe killed me-
2.4km, PLUS 5 more rounds.
omg tian what's with the army-ish pe trgs la:/
tmr's volley trg, yay. (:

g,
I DON'T UNDERSTAND YOUR POST LEH.
HAHAHHA.
as in, i don't really get it!
hahha explain explain explain.
hurrrrrr.
& i can still rmb last thurs okay.
it was really, :/// laaa.
tsk la you! TSK OKAY.
T.S.KKKKKK.



please don't go away,
cos i need you now,
& i'l hold on to it,
don't you let it pass you by.

so what if i say i miss you.
how does it even matter now.


Cheng
12:17 PM


Sunday, January 27, 2008 ♥

a joke yeah?


i got 11. (:
considering how much attention i actually cared to pay to books towards the end of last year,
i'm thanking heavens for this.
after bonus points it'l be 8.
should i stay in cj?
mom doesn't really want me to:/

i can't say my result's fantastic but it's just enough for me to smile
so, there.
i don't ask for much. (:
for those who's not really satisfied with their own results,
cheer up soon kay.
life'l still go on nomatter how many points you've got
& you'l soon see this is not everything. (:

went out after results but not everyone was in a high mood
& i guess the going part was kinda, :/
erm okay nvm.

ytd, out with the class gang-.-"
hahhh we took a million years to decide on the movie we wanna watch,
cos rach, me, tess, xy wanted a normal movie,
while andrea edwin james damien terence davis wanted a..
less normal movie.?
HAHA so we ended up watching the not very normal movie-
THE HOUSE & it's freaky like siao so hi if you're reading this,
don't watch it unless you're prepared for a heart attack-.-"
after one missed call i've learnt not to sit with andrea cos she'l just
freak you out more ASIDE from the alr-freaky-movie.
but sitting with tess wasn't much better.
HAHAHHA.
she was as freaked out as i was but!
the way she freak me out when she's freaked out freaks me out even more.
hahh do you get it?
mvn yeah kay then subway-ed after the movie
& rach, andrea, me, tess cam-whored while the guys started to take
random shots of us=.="
terence claimed it'l be on his blog & he thought we'l be so worried pls.
but we simply just 'ohh, okay lor. sure. up to you la.'
hahh bet he was pissed.
lian friend was having fun with her new-phone which she stole form me.
tsktsk.
but the frames were really hilarious.
hah.
did i mention how davis' got zomg gorgeous watches?
makes me want my t-touch, now-.-
haha the armani was just drop dead-ish. hurr!
that's abt it i guess? trained home with some. (:

okay got to rush.
i'l be getting my shoes later.
yay. (:

i'm off, take care & bye!


Cheng
4:38 AM


Saturday, January 26, 2008 ♥

job well done C (::


i shall be here, as your conscience(:
do you really think you should stay in cj?
considering the friends youve made, the fun times you had, if i were you, yes, i would.
not putting you down here, you know i wouldnt.but.
both you and i know there are more choices open to you.
not an easy decision you have to make here..
im not being a bummer in any case, i'll be just as happy for you no matter where you are(:
enough abt that, the conscience is done yapping!

now im here as g(:
someone you might have forgotten already?
reminder: charles ginny danielle
ring a bell?
i hope so(:
hahaha anyway, great job for o's yeah, told you youd do much better(:
really happy for you guys, all of you.
anyway, love it that youre enjoying cj so much, hope you have loads of fun there and make uber loads of friends(:
anyway i wanted to tell you smth, but i alrd posted it on my blog so go read okay? its aonce in a life time thing tht will ever happen to me:/
just so you know, i really hated thursday.
from everything small, to everything big.
anddddd
from taking the bus, i ended up hailing a cab la.
for dear o khorui(:
admit it, im nice.
so yeah.at homes been quite :/ but yeah.
oh yeah.you see.i went to the zoo with michael and mum plus steph and nic.
and then on fri we went to the night safari.
after knowing me for so long, you shld know it was a total bore for me, given my mood recently.
and ironically, im gg to the bird park on sunday -.-
next sunday thankfully.
this is what you get, when you have a greek cousin.
ah well.
enjoy your life C(:
live the dream<3


Cheng
9:05 PM


Monday, January 21, 2008 ♥

change.


kat & sherrie
C, RIE, KAT, YH. <3 zomg! we're so excited to take a candid with the merlion! -.-"
we are SHADY. (:
crocs people + yahui! <3 qing's mega(?) structures.
aiyoh, the kid's sexy pose yo! HAHA.
kat + cheng. (where's subway?)
kat & cheng. (:

so, sentosa-ed with the crocs ppl + yahui ytd.
generally, it was FUN. (:
played volleyball on the beach & suntanned & all.
the whole world was there la pls.
IG 29, & the WHOLE of JJC's J1s.
not including the rest of the random ppl-.-
hurr.
met sherrie & nigel first & vivo-ed before going over.
sherrie & i bought our baby bottles!
cool stuff, i love it! (:
qing's new watergun's really damn powerful la.
tsktsk:/
i was actually wanting it to rain cos i was dying in the heat.
but as we started tanning i decided to want the sun back.
HAHA it came la but only for a while.
so we could only tan a bit before going off to OPEN-shower
then vivo. (:
flip's officially a little boy la pls.
listen to this & see if it's funny,

flip: i wanna buy soya milk.
sherrie: ohh you like it too? me too!
flip: yeah i like cos got protein. (satisfied kiddy look on his face)

HAHAHHAHHA.
aiyah shit la you all sure think it's not funnyaye.
but it was really damn hilarious when he said it.
i mean, who drinks soyamilk cos 'it's got protein'???
hahahha, KIDS=.="'

i've developed a technic in blowing bubbles,
catching them then blowing more of them to stick em tgt.
they're really pretty that way. (:

my muscle aches are still killing me softly
& there's pe tmr.
warm up: 10 rounds + GSTs + push-ups?
how fantastic, bless me:/

i screwed dance audi cos i kinda just stood still
for freestyle due to ryan playing a
contemporary song for it?
HAHAHA how to hip-hop to that la-.-"'

okay i really neeeeeed to mug like, SOON.
hurr! & i've to miss tues' mugging session with 28 cos of one miss call.
uh-ohhhhh:/
nvm, lunch + volleyball with them on fri. yay. (:
i'm happy, whenever they're around.
they're like my beautiful candies, my happy pills.

Ain't it funny how you think You're gonna be OK
Till you remember things ain't never
Gonna be the same again
Ain't it crazy how you think
You've got your whole life planned
Just to find that it was never ever
In your hand
Change

okay i'm off, byebye.


Cheng
11:20 AM


Thursday, January 17, 2008 ♥

C, on my own.


this is gonna be drama.
erm, it does hit me quite hard when i think.
like y'know those times when you walked so far off
you've forgotten to stop, turn & look back?
so you don't know the characters well anymore,
even if you still think you do.

yeah like when you thought you can do it so well by walking away
but ahh, just the pretendings & lies.
like when the instincts doesn't tell you the same anymore,
you're afraid, so you don't look back, cos you don't dare to.
so you just keep on going, fast.
until you collapse you won't stop.

but when you do you get it all in again.
you've escaped from nothing.
unless you keep on running, it will come crashing back to you.
but i fall for it, time after time.
well good thing, i don't let it show.
act tough. i'm good at that. (:

some stuffs you just don't expect.
& when it happens you don't know.
i don't know what's my 'expected' reaction.
i don't even know how i really feel, let along faking one out.

i'm not good at thinking abt 'what if's.
i left you like that first. anything/anyone can happen.
i get it.

okay. all i wanna say is,
i'm on my own, ultimate.
i may be tired, but i'l still be that strong one.
so you too, & be happy.

whoever's reading,
ignore this drama post if you need to-.-

off. i wanna run, now.


Cheng
3:21 PM


Monday, January 14, 2008 ♥

simone simone simone


hey woman(:
glad you've been having fun yo. and hello i'm nott an idiot(:
so sorry i bailed last minute on sunday:/
i'll make it up to you no worries, thats if you even have the time la huh.
ah well, take care lady, dont think you'll be transferring so all the best with everything(:
8th of feb is coming:/
gone,
g<3


Cheng
8:16 PM




stop & stare


hi! i know i've not been updating.
sorry, busy-.-
school's been school & i've been out & things' been
up & down & right now everything seem peaceful.
i hope it remains this way-.-

i'm really happy when i'm with ig people. (:
they always make my day.
kat mag sherrie qing philip nigel yahui.
(:
sat was party with qing kat sherrie mag.
had FUN. :D
hahha friday was vollyball with them & we've decided to make it a
weekly-exercise.
HAHA it'l help, i guess?
hurr. okay generally i have loads of fun with them
& i'm too lazy to post everything out.
for exact happenings please go to
kat's blog& sherrie's blog

HAHA. what a easy way to direct posts. (:

my internet's frequently failing on me i've no idea why.
rach says it's bcos the com takes after it's owner.
what RUBBISH la rach-.-
hahha we're doing a project on LIANS.
i hope we can still live alive after the presentation-.-
hurr.

i just missed out the chance for free trip to france
due to school!
rahhh-.-

i miss ginny charles & neoseiyu & khoruiwei.
go & die la you idiots-.- hurr!

tmr's qing's bday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QINGGGG! :D
keep rocking yo!


& i'm sorry i couldn't wish you for your bday 3 days ago,
but belated happy birthday, you.


Cheng
3:28 PM


Wednesday, January 09, 2008 ♥

from east, to west.


hello C!
i trust that life in cj is good, and youre havng fun(:
take care, looking forward to seeing you soon
<3, g


Cheng
8:16 PM


Monday, January 07, 2008 ♥

candid.


from left: magg, me, kat, sherrie, philip.
from left: jane, magg, kat, sherrie, me.
from left: yahui(facil), magg, me, kat, sherrie, philip.

some pictures from orientation. (:
<3


Cheng
11:36 AM




IG 28, forward & on.


HI!
3 days of orientation in CJ & i'm glad for meeting those people i've met,
& slowly got to know.
it's been really fast, the past few days.
& spending it with IG28 has been a bless.
we've been like the loudest & most-enthu group out of all.
kat, hahaha yes we're in the same group!
magg & sherrie, the crazy & retarded ones just like us, (x
& many others like philip, who won't not-run-away until the third day(HAHA),
& our facils, yahui & nigel. (:
omg monday we'l be split into our classes already.
like, too fast. )':
i'm gonna miss everyone, oh-so-much:/
we got all muddy & dirty & played hard tgt, the spirit's so full.
kat & sherrie & magg, our 28-cheers!
haha.
dinner-ed with mag, kat, philip, yahui, nigel & others on friday.
though it was the last day of orientation with our IGs,
of cos that wasn't our last outing tgt.
thus, movie & dinner coming up. ((:

okay i hope class will turn out fine. hurr.
i'l load the pictures soon.
i miss g & sei & kho & the rest, too.
take care, you guys.

later. <3


Cheng
10:15 AM


Wednesday, January 02, 2008 ♥

please don't stop the music,


hi! see this guy on top here? he's my hubby. (:
i'm the wife whom he loves most, & g's the mistress whom he loves a little tiny bit la.
HAHAHAHH.
& i think this is his most retarded song ever. (:

cheng's not MIA la!-.-hurr.
school's tmr. hmmmmm.
anyhows, happy new year everyone!

listen to this- piece of me, britney spears.

I’m Miss American Dream since I was 17
Don’t matter if I step on the scene
Or sneak away to the Philippines
They still gon' put pictures of my derrière in the magazine
You want a piece of me?
You want a piece of me
I’m Miss bad media karma
Another day another drama
Guess I can’t see the harm
In working and being a mama
And with a kid on my arm
I’m still an exceptional earner
And you want a piece of me
I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous,You want a piece of me
I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless,You want a piece of me
I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in,You want a piece of me
I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin,You want a piece of me

such a sarcastic-sad-life song aye?

hurr okay i'm off, take care & bye! (:



Cheng
3:32 AM